|i wanted to decorate my page a bit so here is what you need to know about me|
i am a anime fan, here are some anime i like
a little about myself, my live, and my feelings
ever since i grew up i wasn't really able to make friends or fit in. this resulted in me being (now i am 15) antisocial. i mostly spended my time watching tv when i was a kid and later on i kinda made a second online live. because i am not good with people around mee doesn't mean you can't talk to me online. i love making new friends online and play minecraft, make art trades or collabs. so feel free to talk to me. i also have skype to chat while playing minecraft, but keep in mind i am not much of a talker.
i am uncomfortable with allot of people around me. when i am home i feel lonely, but when i go to busy places like the mall (not for fun, just when i have to) i feel awkward, get irritated by other peoples behavior (not being able to talk on a normal volume, walking with the speed of a turtle with 5 people next to each other blocking the road). on school this is the same. i spend most breaks outside school or in the library. whenever we have group assignments i usually just wait till there is only 1 person left to work with.
even though i am a girl i have never really been a fan of makeup or the latest fashion trends. in class i rather listen to the boys talking about left for dead, then the girls about one direction and mainstreet.
i spend allot of time on the internet because i have no social life. also because i feel more comfortable sharing stories, and feelings here. because it is harder to really hurt someone (i don't get offended by digital words. i can just block everyone i don't like).
this resulted in me being
the best of my class in English (i know you think i am lying but the level we have to know isn't very high and i never study. there are people in my class who don't know words like: bread, paint or napkin).
a very fast typer (i have alwase been very slow using 2 fingers, but i have been noticing that i have become faster since i spend so much time online).
a anime fan: i never really watched any other anime then the ones that came on tv like: pokemon, beyblade and yugioh. but i found out there is a never ending hours of anime's to watch and manga's to read. i don't really know what i like about anime so much, i think it's just because there basicly cartoons with great detail with you don't have to be ashamed about because you watch them as a adult. most anime's are 12+some even 16 or 18+.
because i never really had a social live my imagination takes over some times. i have lots of great idea's in my head for drawings and poems. but i got problems with peoms because in my head there in English but then the words don't alwase match. and i really suck at drawing. i have improved my drawing skills on the computer alot since i started here on DA but that's mostly coloring, using bases and shading them. wen i have to start from scratch the idea's in my head just don't come to live (i tend to delete 3 hours work if i am not happy with how it is turning out)
quick list of things you need to know:
1. i am a girl but i don't like girly things
2. i am antisocial
3. i like anime's (feel free to give me titles for some you like) (i like magic, demon, gore, horror story's
4. i play minecraft so feel free to invite me to play
5. i sometimes delete hours of work if i am not happy with the result
6. when i talk to you on skype it is possible that i fall quiet because i am not good with keeping a conversation going and i feel awkward
7. i try practising art as much as possible so feel free to give me tips and give me links to tutorials
for now i keep on practicing. feel free to talk to me